等我

——寫給某人

我不知道，

在你的眼里，

我是一座沉默的冰峰，

還是一團肆虐的烈火。

抑或是飛躍兩岸的拱橋，

還是浪跡天涯的云朵。

有時候，我也會想象，

我或許是指點迷津的路標(biāo)，

給你標(biāo)記未來的住所。

也或許是穿透黑暗的燈塔，

為你的航線照亮夜色。

更或許是古老塵封的書籍，

為你的智慧，增加一點閃爍。

但我知道自己的渺小和軟弱，

如此的寂寂無名，

最終消失在歷史的長河。

就像瑰麗奇幻的星球，

放在宇宙的大尺度上，

也會毫無特色。

我在意你的癡迷和留戀，

我在意你的痛苦和歡樂。

我在意你陽光明媚的樣子，

我在意你每一次的付出和收獲。

我在意你說過的每句話，

我在意你精心搭配的衣著。

你在遠(yuǎn)方等我，

就像茫茫未知的結(jié)果。

我還需要祈求上蒼嗎？

不需要，因為我已經(jīng)得到太多。

未來的未來會如何？

無非是人來人往，花開花落。

2022-11-18

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Wait for me

-- To Whitney

I don't know,

In your eyes,

I am a silent mountain of ice,

Or a raging fire.

Or the arched bridge that leaps across its banks,

Or the clouds that roam the world.

Sometimes, I imagine,

I may be the signpost that points the way,

To mark your future residence.

Or a beacon through the darkness,

Light up the night for your course.

Or perhaps the old and dusty books,

Add a little sparkle to your wisdom.

But I know I'm small and weak,

So silent and nameless,

Finally lost in the river of history.

It's like a fantastic planet,

On the grand scale of the universe,

It would be nondescript.

I care about your obsession and your attachment,

I care about your pain and your joy.

I care about your sunny appearance,

I care about your every effort and gain.

I care about everything you say,

I care about what you put together.

You wait for me in the distance,

It's like an unknown outcome.

Do I need to pray to God?

No need, because I've got too much.

What does the future of the future hold?

People come and go, flowers bloom and fall.

2022-11-18