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 昨天看雜志的時(shí)候看到一個(gè)關(guān)于茶的對(duì)子,“四大皆空,坐片刻無分爾我;兩頭是路,吃一盞各自東西?!北緛碜髡呤窍胗么司鋪硇稳莶栉幕餍涠サ臑⒚摰?,可不知為何,我在感到一陣豪放之后卻分明感到了人生聚散的滄桑,還有人情冷暖的無奈。 
        想一想最近的身邊的改變,突然就明白自己曾經(jīng)的所謂一輩子,所謂永遠(yuǎn)都是那么的不堪時(shí)間的侵蝕,有些東西就會(huì)那樣莫名其妙,越是珍惜卻反而失去的越快,感情說淡了就真是淡了,說忘了就真是忘了,只是當(dāng)自己還沒準(zhǔn)備好,當(dāng)自己還在努力想挽回的時(shí)候,卻發(fā)現(xiàn)那個(gè)遠(yuǎn)去的背影早已不再留戀,自己還是那個(gè)留在原地等到最后的人。
         有時(shí),因?yàn)樵诤跻粋€(gè)陌生人,就會(huì)不自覺的去揣摩他的心思,而僅有的那點(diǎn)了解所能做的也就是平生出許多事端來,其實(shí)原本就是一張白紙,縱然淋了些雨水,也仍只是多了些褶皺的空白而已,仿佛又回到了原點(diǎn)。太多錯(cuò)了位的友情,錯(cuò)了位的愛情,誰又能解得清呢,不到我們心甘情愿的為我們的感情畫一個(gè)永久的終止符時(shí),不到我們面對(duì)死亡不得不最后回想一下平生時(shí),我們都無法確定生命會(huì)給我們?cè)鯓拥慕Y(jié)局,或者說生活本來就沒有結(jié)局,他并不像一部電視劇或者小說一樣給你一個(gè)定格的結(jié)尾,再無回旋的余地,而是讓你永遠(yuǎn)不能也不敢去確定什么,因?yàn)橐磺卸汲錆M了變數(shù),也許此刻還無分爾我,須臾之后卻又可能各奔東西,執(zhí)著,也只是當(dāng)時(shí)的心境。 
         出去散散心也好,暫時(shí)忘記我所有未達(dá)成的欲望,將世界拋棄在另一片天空,也算是灑脫一回。                                                                                                               Yesterday when reading a magazine to see a pair of tea, "all is vanity, sit a while no points; two, I head is a road, eat a light that their things." The author is to want to use the original sentence to describe tea culture of the thinking free and easy, can somehow, I felt a bold and unconstrained but felt the life after clear of gather the vicissitudes of life, and the changes in temperature and thehelpless Think about the recent side change, suddenly understand oneself once the so-called life, the so-called is always so unbearable time of erosion, some things will be so puzzling, instead of the more treasure lost faster, feelings that light is the light, say forget you are really forget, just when it's ready, when oneself still in efforts to save the time, they send ?
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