| find a way   
 J Five,法國新興Rap歌手,似乎在法國相當(dāng)有人氣,但中國有關(guān)其的專輯或是資料卻是少之又少。初聽這首《Find a Way》,感覺和一般的Rapper不同,歌詞有直擊靈魂的感覺。法國的Rap不比美國,在美國這個新興的國家,音樂是浮躁的,張揚(yáng)的,**的,而文化積淀深厚的法國,Rap中倒是多了一點(diǎn)沉穩(wěn)和內(nèi)斂。找到歌詞,發(fā)現(xiàn)自己第一次聽就猜出了個所以然。大概是從一個孩子從小的愿望說起,一次次挫敗,一次次心碎,覺得自己選擇的路太苦,卻倔強(qiáng)的不愿回頭,直到徹底失敗,生命走到盡頭,驀然回首,審視自己的一生,依舊無悔,最后決定樂觀的走向死亡。男人的RAP,女人和孩子的和聲,似乎是絕望的,悲傷地低回,但似乎又是樂觀的,還好像在嘲弄自己。去看了MV,覺得這首歌更是殘忍,開頭夫妻兩個人一臉歡欣地聽著胎兒的脈動,孩子們的歡聲笑語充盈著四周,似乎這首歌是童謠一般。“You know, when I was a little kid. All I wanted to do was ** something bigger outta my life. And I been forgotten like the rest. So check it ! ”語氣里淡淡的不羈,淡淡的憂傷,若不是后面的說唱,你真的會以為他在跟你拉家常,當(dāng)我還是個孩子的時候啊,時間那么久了,還有一樣?xùn)|西沒變呢,我所追尋的,我所渴望的,我所仰慕的,我又愛又恨的這一樣?xùn)|西,一直沒變吶。 從無奈到彷徨,到心酸,到凄涼,甚至中間還夾雜著歇斯底里,法國人的淡淡情懷作為引子,這首歌也就越發(fā)的有味道。 
 
 
 You know, when i was a little kid   All I wanted to do was ** something bigger out of my life   And I been forgotten like the rest.  So, check it  Humble beginnings   In a fight to the finish   Hangin' on with a grimace   Given the look of God when told faith is fraud   'Cause you gave it all you had   So why won't they applaud   Wrong again.   Bitter sweet   Hard to stomach if you love it   Not a friend, but a puppet with strings attached   Dance to the beat of a dying heart   Change your pace   'Cause if I keep on movin', I might find a way   I'll give you all my time   I'll put it all on the line, hey   Find a way to the light   Why's there gotta be a test on every breath I'm holdin' to make it   I'll find a way for you   There's a long road, but no one will take it   I'll find a way   Why's there gotta be a test on every breath I'm holdin' to make it   I'll find a way for you   There's a long road, There's a long road,   Why won't you take it  Can you feel the nails digging deep inside of your skin   Prove yourself until your dead   The end, but you didn't begin   And if someone doesn't reach out   Soon, you might lose it   'Cause you humbled yourself just to be   Proved you can do it, don't do it   Don't give up to get it back   ** that, put it to your chest   And let your heart attack come back   I ain't done tryin',you're killin' me   Softly with your words and I love dyin'   | 
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